Gary E. Davis
When I was a kid, I used to love to listen to my dad sing. He didn’t sing very often but when he did I wanted so desperately to be just like him. I tried to sing along with him but I was not even close to being as gifted as he was, so somewhere along the way I guess that I just stopped trying. I’m sure the fact that I was so shy that I really didn’t want anyone to hear me sing made it even easier to give up trying.
I grew up loving music but never pursued it myself because I was sure that I just didn’t have the gift that other people seemed to have. I was so envious of the people that I heard singing on the radio and I wished that I could sing like them. Unfortunately, I was so sure that I never could that I never really tried. I know that this sounds so pathetic but I’m embarrassed to admit that it is totally true. I was well into my 40s before I ever sang a single note loud enough for another person to hear.
When I reached my mid 40s I took an inventory of my life and realized that I had made a complete mess out of my life. I had not accomplished any of my childhood dreams and unfortunately I had not replaced them with new ones. I was allowing life to just happen to me instead of trying to make a life for myself. I started looking for the true meaning of life but I had no clue where to look. It was during my seeking that I remembered back to when I was very young and how happy I was when my dad and I would go to church and he would sing. I started going to church once in a while but things kept getting in the way from making a true commitment to going regularly. In spite of myself, God kept tugging on my heart and I finally learned the truth about having a lasting relationship with Jesus Christ and I have never looked back since. God has done a major overhaul of my life and I am happy to say that music is now a huge part of it.
I certainly never knew that God had placed a hidden treasure in me that I was supposed to find. I’m sure that I was supposed to have found it years ago, but I refuse to feel sorry for myself for the time lost and I try to concentrate only on the time left. If I do ever start to feel down I just ask myself "what if I had never found God’s gift?" Now that would be a true tragedy. God gave the gift of music, but music is nothing if it is not shared with people. I am using all of my energies to allow as many people as possible hear what I know in my heart came from God. God’s words put to music should never be kept a secret. They have changed my life and I hope they will change others also.
My prayer for everyone is that we all are able to find that place in our hearts where God has deposited the only thing that will ever give us peace and meaning to our lives. It will be different for each of us, but when we find it we will finally know exactly who we are and why we are here. I am certainly not saying that I am totally there yet by any means, but I am willing and able to let God continue to show me more about myself everyday and I hope that you will all join me in that endeavor.
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The following is the inspiration for the song Gary wrote for his DVD Music Video: